I didn’t write this album to be understood.

I wrote it in motel rooms and bathrooms, in the quiet hell between panic attacks, in the middle of nowhere with a guitar I could barely afford and a voice that wouldn’t stay buried. It’s not a clean story. There’s no redemption arc. Just a decade of duct-taped headphones, bad wiring, empty rooms, and the refusal to disappear.

DIY Lobotomy Kit is what happens when you survive long enough to get sick of surviving.

It’s me learning to scream again—not to hurt anyone, but just to hear something real.
It’s what the inside of my head sounds like when I stop pretending I’m okay.
It’s ugly and holy and loud as hell.

And for the first time in my life—I didn’t flinch when I hit record.

Dive into Chaos Theory, the origin story of Alice Anarchy. This raw collection of unreleased grunge tracks captures her journey through pain, resilience, and the unapologetic embrace of individuality.